We're busy with applying jobs in NZ... so far no positive response yet
It feels so fast. I've been wanting to move to NZ when I was still single, after watching Lord of the Ring and found that the shooting was done in NZ. Just before Jeremy was born we lodged the application, thinking that it would take 5-6 years (as the process to become PR in Canada). We didn't expect that it's this fast.
Anyway. We're also planning for our Christmas trip to Singapore as we cannot go to Jakarta as papa's family will be traveling away anyway. So we have to at least see my side of the family for maybe it will be a long time before we will see each other again.
I'm going to NCS for at one time I had felt that I could not take my ancient emotional burden with me anymore. It really affected me so much and my relationships with my little family. I feel that it's useful. It's as if now I really have room for my little family, a room that had previously been taken by the negative feelings. The first session was hard, I was so dizzy after that. I don't know how my counselor did that, all she did was listening and affirming my feelings. Anyway, hope I can still improve myself for the sake of my little family.