Life

Life... is full of surprises....

and just like a trip to Bangkok... kadang macet berjam2 ... kadang lancar dan everything goes so fast that you hardly believe it's really happening.... hehehe....

anyway... i'm still trying to believe that it's really really happening..... *pinching myself a tiny little bit*

but there are so many things and many other things to think about...

the end of the project is near.... Jan 2006... but we'll only have the last seminar within the last week of November... i cannot imagine the chaos that will take place.... now that everything is still unclear.... now our server is broken and the backup that i have dated one month ago (that's why i cannot work now hehehe... what a good excuse).... the financial reporting is a helluva lots of work and confusing too...... i am not sure whether i can accompany my hopefully-soon-to-be in laws when they come in December.... i am not sure whether i can go home to Indonesia in December... i am not sure of what will happen after Jan 2006... maybe i'll go back to Bangkok jobless and homeless because i'll have to give my dorm back to the housing office..... maybe i'll have to stay in Indo for a while....

btw.... yesterday was our anniversary... i thought you forgot it, *love*... but you didn't.... thank you for that and for the gift too... sorry that my cookings were not as what they looked like in the recipe books and their tastes were *ajaib* as usual ..... anyway, with lots of practice i think i can improve hehehehe or i'll just do the dishes and you do the cooking.....

these words always ring true to me: I thought I could not love you more... but everyday I just do.......

- me, in love -